I need a release but the creative juices are not flowing >.

I found love and it’s only the beginning
I found God but sometimes I feel like it’s him I shouldn’t believe in

First world problems are feeling second nature to me
And heaven seem like a mirage in the Milky sea.

The words I speak are filled with truth and worth
Yet I’m persecuted like I said the Earth isn’t the center of the universe

Geocentric measurement put me in reach of worldly possessions
Heliocentric changes put me farther than I’ve ever been

Me and my dreams are known as Pluto and Neptune: although we hardly meet, we’re destined to cross soon

I’ve lost my place among the masses who seems to never lose sight of the stars.
I even lost sight of Helios with wisdom that warmths us all.

I admit: I was farther than most when it came to alignment
I could never make up my mind who I wanted to be, so I eventually let others decide it.

Still I travel on a path unacknowledged but of my own design
To get closer to a true self that is aligned with the the thoughts in my mind

There are those who still know of my worth
and would still acknowledge me, even after new birth.

I look forward to a day when the planets are in a row
Until then I deal with life changes and rearrangements: the life of a planet stuck within the cosmos.

Sometime all you need is a friend. You need that one person who can understand you and give you solid advice instead of crumbling the foundation you are trying so hard to rebuild. In this society, we need others to get by and achieve the greatness we need, directly or indirectly. Because of others’ direct and indirect action, I am ever-changing person who wills, in my heart, my desires, my goals, and my dreams. I have become person who is more good than bad. Perfection is something I can never attain but is always something I can get close too. Whatever I can’t attain, I know that my friends will be there to push me towards it.